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Post by Um Jammer Lammy on Aug 29, 2004 18:39:22 GMT -5
You are stealing the peace polices thunder the gloves are off now.
: Imagine - John Lennon
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Post by Sofee on Aug 29, 2004 18:46:42 GMT -5
How about this then? You want to know why im so fucking melo-dramatic at times? Because it stops me from taking it out on myself, if i cant let it out i turn on myself. I may over-react to how things are around me but i do so with good reason. I cant raise my voice to my parents, so the last time my dad started bitching at me in the front room, kept making comments, i couldnt have a go back, i couldnt scream back, i didnt want to start on him, so i started on myself. I started crying with rage, crying my fucking eyes out, then i just let it out, i started to beat myself, punching and punching myself, my head, my legs, my body, over and over and over again. My mum trying to pull my arms away from me, my dad just sitting there then turning away, which made me want to do it more, i couldnt say how i feel so i showed it, by showing it on myself, Like something out of Fight Club. ts happened twice now. The first time my parents were on top of me trying to tear myself away. Ask Kirsty, she was there with me when it happened another time. I scared the shit out of her and ive never seen her so scared, and it scared me too coz i couldnt control it. Those 3 times are mediocre compared to other times, and im not gonna share those with anyone, they happened by myself. So yes, at times i do act a little 'over-dramatical', but id rather say a lot than nothing at all I don't have to ask anyone, Ash. I'm not going to say I don't believe you. That's just your way of dealing with things.
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Post by Sofee on Aug 29, 2004 18:47:13 GMT -5
You are stealing the peace polices thunder the gloves are off now.
: Imagine - John Lennon
Dueling time?
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Post by Sad Peter Pan on Aug 29, 2004 22:35:24 GMT -5
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Post by Rocket Baby Dolls on Aug 30, 2004 12:19:21 GMT -5
Nice, i let out something deeply personal and people start taking the piss with each other
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Post by Sofee on Aug 30, 2004 13:54:19 GMT -5
You'd find that with pretty much anyone on board. It's happened to me too.
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